BLACK SMOKE RISING.
I would think all artists may feel this way at some point in time - regardless of what you study/create/produce, there must be times where you say to yourself, “what am I doing? Is this the path I was suppose to walk on?”
Nobody said being an artist is easy, but if one perseveres and continues to focus on their goal, and has a strong definition of what that goal is and what it encompasses, surely, anything is possible.
Remember, passion, dedication, and becoming an expert in your own craft, all go hand in hand.
Don’t stop believing.
You may be your own biggest critic, but you are also the one who believes in your ideas, ambitions, and art the most.